My experiences with ayahuasca

  Introduction: I tried ayahuasca 3 times so far, oh wait, what is ayahuasca? it’s a hallucinogenic plant from South America, ok done, yes I tried it 3 times one at a formal-ish ceremony in Iquitos and twice on my own, in my room, with the lights off and music I enjoy, once in Leticia and then in Bogota, Colombia. This post is about the things I learned, how they changed me and how the…

"My experiences with ayahuasca"

Free writing

Just dumping thoughts now, nothing serious. First, I will be 33 this year, can’t believe I made it this far. If someone were to ask me what happened after Berlin in 2007 I wouldn’t be able to give them a precise answer. Many things happened and I don’t remember most of them. What happened before Berlin I remember it more much best better, what? It seems the reason we live and travel is not to…

"Free writing"

For 2011's Bruno

This letter is just for you. Bruno from 2011. That’s when you first decided to start writing right? Well, there are some things you wish you had known back then, but you didn’t and no one told them to you, so I might as well say them now before it’s too late: You love writing in short sentences and listing items, so let’s do it that way. Writing is your dream, that much is clear,…

"For 2011's Bruno"

For 2011’s Bruno

This letter is just for you. Bruno from 2011. That’s when you first decided to start writing right? Well, there are some things you wish you had known back then, but you didn’t and no one told them to you, so I might as well say them now before it’s too late: You love writing in short sentences and listing items, so let’s do it that way. Writing is your dream, that much is clear,…

"For 2011’s Bruno"

But why?

The last post was six months ago, what happened since?   I left China and came to South America.   But why?   That’s what everyone ask me always and in the same way that the Japanese say we have 3 faces, one we show to acquaintances, another one for friends and family and the real one that we never show to anyone, the answer to this that I give to people who are not…

"But why?"

Understanding negative thoughts

If I check the facebook news feed To see what my friends are up to I often feel angry, disappointed or frustrated with what I see or read. People share Some negative stuff or comment, What they ate, many things that are not real and have no positive Influence or Relevance In our lives (Deadpool, Batman, celebrities), vanity/ego Related stuff, Or something that they like and they want you to like as well so that…

"Understanding negative thoughts"

Labels

The more labels we try to put on ourselves and on others, the more obstacles we are placing On our way to freedom, peace, and understanding. For example, even though I’ve been teaching for several years, I don’t consider myself a teacher, I’m just a person who works as a teacher. But I had many other jobs before teaching and will have many different ones in the future. If I were to say “I am…

"Labels"

Best friends

I stopped fighting my inner demons, we’re on the same side now… The used tell me there is something wrong with me, now they say I’m Good enough. They used to say I shouldn’t do/say this, now they say “ok, let’s see what happens”. They used to be very noisy when I was trying to sleep or meditate, Now they keep quiet and help me concentrate on the task at hand. They used to say…

"Best friends"